Funny you both happened to stop by yesterday. I have been meaning to update but by the time I catch up with all the other threads and post a bit I find my time and energy about gone!
Nothing new to report on W front, I had not heard from her since my text reply from above. I ended up breaking silence because there is the list of joint items I am working on and wanted to just make sure she was good with it all and had a heads up. Friendly emails between us but nothing more. I suspect once I wrap up splitting items this week there will once again be NC until our mediation date.
On the me front, nothing really new. I'm still off cigarettes, so I think that's gone for good at this point. Still running 3-4 times a week, and my weight has settled in it seems so I've bought some new clothes. Since BD I'm down roughly 20 lbs.
I feel that I'm coming down off of the post BD "high" if you will, almost like the adrenaline rush I was feeling is waning. I have accepted what I cannot change, and am looking forward in my life. I'm good with where I am though, which is way better than being emotionally attached like I was!
As I've said before, I am not against the possibility of R. I still care deeply about W, but I'm ok now without her in my life. I still miss her, some days more than others, but I think time will continue to heal the pain I've been through.
Thank you both for checking in. I'll continue to update as things progress, but for me I think I'll worry more about posting on others vs my own sitch.
Me:36 W:30 M:2.75 T:7 BD: 4/2015 ILYBNILWY: 5/2015 W Moved Out: 5/2015 W filed for D: 7/2015
