hold on! - 11

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You should listen to yourself Sunny - you give great advice and support.

Sometimes I try to read my kids minds just to figure out what's going on in there (without pressuring them by asking). I often feel that they think WTF dad - what are you waiting for - how long are you going to deal with this? - I know my oldest son thinks that (he has told me that). S17, I believe feels the same way sometimes (though sometimes I think he feels that everything is on the mend). Then there's D15 - I have a hard time reading that girl's mind - I think she will be torn apart by this (but she sees D families with a couple of her friends and they are surviving - though I notice a trend of mom's boyfriends moving in with mom in their former marital homes (rather quickly in my opinion) and fathers living in apartment nearby - Sadly I still feel a little judgmental about this but keep it to myself because I don't know their stories). I say sadly, because I wouldn't want to be judged either - and look at my life.

Jelly & V
Boy - that sounds great - I'll attempt to make a proper tea for you, but you'll have to try my coffee too. I can't get enough cheeeesecake either - my favorite - with some raspberry sauce on it and all my troubles will fade

Thanks for being so supportive!