I have a dilemma. Doing great with all aspects of DB but feeling disgusted with H. I am GAL, validating, detaching, 180's, but I just cannot keep a smile and pleasant attitude around him for more than 5 minutes or so before I need to leave the room because I can't fake it any more. I know I need to stay pleasant. How do I do that? Will it come with time?
It feels a LOT better than feeling desperate and in love, so its a better problem than I've had up until now, but still a problem.
I have also stopped pursuing completely. He is taking the smallest baby steps towards reaching out, but very small, plus then I am usually running out, because of you know, can't stand him. How are we ever going to put this marriage back together?
