Five months in ...

[late30s]

Just because I would like to see these in writing. I have some goals for myself. Some have been met, some have not.

* I will finish my degree.
* I have started to find religion. I will continue this journey.
* I am able to visualize detaching. I will improve.
* I will buy my own home.
* I will continue to answer anger with kindness. I won't let circumstances take that away from me.
* I will improve as a father to my children. (I don't feel I can reach a point where no improvement is possible)
* I will get a gym membership before the end of August and I will USE it.
* I will continue to include my friends and family in my life. No more shutting down.
* I will continue to to hold a mirror to my actions. I will change what I do not like.
* I will remain honest. I won't lie to further my cause.
* I will retain my character throughout this and any ordeal.
* I will not give up on therapy.
* I will be a software engineer before I am 40. (Currently 38)