Again what are subscriptions? So things are pretty good between H and I. My stress level has evened out some and I am able to go a few days without contact. When we talk I am calmer than before and often am not the last to txt something. We see each other couple times a week and have been able to spend time together with our adult kids doing dinner or having BBQ's. Im hoping he is thinking that he enjoys us all being together and that he would miss those times if we are not together and he chooses Ow. H actually suggeted an overnite together out of state recently but I have to work so date didnt work. I was a little relieved I acted cool about the offer and didnt make a big deal of it because I didnt want him thinking I'm dying for an opportunity do something like that. Even though I really would love to have that much alone time with him. I will not bring it up to him he will need to ask me again if he's interested. I thought that was a nice step forward. Way forward but im not jumping to any conclusions. I was pleased with myself for not going overboard with emotions either way. Time and GAL is really helping me at this point so to all newbies thinking things wont get better they do. I have been living with idea of seperation for 3 months now hes been out of house for 1.. and it is getting easier to deal with. Hang in there and listen to the vets on this site they have lots to offer. Thanks for reading and I value thoughts and opinions expressed.
Married 1991 D 32 GD 12 D 30 GD 3 S 29 M 58 S 57 1st bomb 2008 2nd bomb 4/2015 same person New bomb 09/24 I fear those big words which make us so unhappy.
