Hi DBB, You don't need to stop talking about W, it's natural. When your with a person for a long time not talking about them is difficult. Sometimes I think it helps because it makes something that feels so unreal become real which is a point were we're supposed to get to.
As for H I'll see him this morning when he drops D off for school. Seeing him doesn't bother me as much as it used to. He is still into mixed messages, was supposed to file tomorrow but I have a feeling he isn't. I'm not hoping he doesn't anymore (which I like) because I think it truly means I'm getting to the stage of complete detachment. Still miss the R but I think it's the R more than H. Life is moving slow but I'm happy, happy with me and my life.
I'll write to you at your e-mail tonight, here is mine suneeda65@yahoo.com. I just realized how funny that e-mail address is after everything thats gone on in the last several months. Hope you have a good day, take care stacie
