Thanks everyone. I just ended up texting BIL that I wish I could have been there and I would like to see home before he leaves to say good bye. PigPen-I do agree with you, I get these feelings in my stomach and I think "maybe I should do the opposite"
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15