I know it. I know its silly to just try to be a caveman about it. Its just my primal instincts. I know for sure that Its wrong. My whole life I been a fighter. I grew up rough. Always doing rough stuff. I have so many issues. God Im a mess.
Its not about being a caveman or fighting or anything like that.
My point was that if it wasnt THIS guy, it would have been a different guy. Just like is has been twice before. If you chop off a weed, but dont pull the root, it just grows back, right?
Its the same thing here. You chased off the other guys before, but you didnt CHANGE anything. So it was just a matter of time until there was another OM.
Instead of worrying about this OM, PULL THE ROOT. You have to make the changes in yourself to become the best mattdad there is. The energy you spend on OM is for nothing.
