Well she came home in a depressing mood. SHe went and laid down on the the bed and started crying her eyes out. I wanted to ignore her but I couldnt. The kids went to comfort her, and I stood back, but I was so worried I asked her what was up.
She said she had talked to a lawyer, and I dont have to worry about divorce no more. I asked why, and she told me that the lawyer told her I would most likely get full custody, and child support up to 1000 a month. Since Im the primary/ONLY caretaker.
I told her I dont want a divorce at all. I want to become better husband. She told me the old classic "I love you, but Im not IN love with you anymore". God that stung.
This OM is apparently going through a divorce himself. SHe says he is sweet, and she likes him. I dont freaking know what to believe no more.
SHe kept throwing things out there like "What if we divorce, but just remain house mates?" Or "Lets just agree to have an open marriage".
I said I want her to stop talking to OM, and lets work our marriage out. I looked her right in the eyes for a long time just silent, and after a while she started crying. She just broke down hard, and hugged me. She was balling.
THe whole time her phone was going off. OM was calling and texting like crazy. She was just clinging to me saying she was so sorry. I told her I was sorry too for my failures. She says she can tell that I am, and she hopes I keep being better like I have been.
She said she is willing to give our vows another chance. She says she wants to work it out. BUT THEN she goes to take a shower, and locks the door. Something she never does. I hear her answer the phone, but cant make out whats being said. Anyway she comes out, and gets the baby D3, and says she is going to her aunts.
I dont know what to believe. I cant trust her I KNOW that. She has only known OM for three weeks. I know that from my snooping. I cant believe how naive she is being. I hope she aint taking my baby around him. This is getting to be a roller coaster.
