Up & down the last 2 days. Really missing her. But then this evening she came over while I went to VB and I when I saw her, I was fine, neutral even. We don't talk or anything, but I felt different tonight.
And I know she still wants a D, but I perceive all these mixed signals, which is probably just me reading WAY TOO much into her unconscious behavior.
Well, the old me would have avoided the issue and hemmed and hawed and stumbled my way through, but I guess I will be honest (as I can be). I feel, at least on my part, there is an internet emotional attachment developing here. I do not know if this is a good thing; because this would be my first. I know I come here looking for you (daily) and then I don't post because I really wonder if I am putting my emotions too far out there. And I know I am still in an emotional blender, but it is nice to talk to someone who understands this turmoil. And we will not even discuss the massive physical distance involved.
Whew. There you go. My thoughts. I may be WAY OFF base and is so I apologize, but I'm telling you my perspective.
B
ps This is a little frightening. WAW is working on her Masters in Counseling.
