I appreciate the support. Before I say what I am doing to GAL, let say that my Wife wanted me to do three things which are:
1. Get a Job because my biz of 10 years isn't producing so I have. 2. She said to stop drinking and I have completely. 3. Respect her and talk to her nicely. I do respect her and we argued and spoke loudly, but not at the point of yelling.
I can't show her that I respect her if she isn't around and she won't be able to see the changes because she isn't around.
Now, what I am doing to get a life: 1. I joined a Circuit Gym. 2. Got a Guitar to start learning to Play.
What I am looking into: 1. Joining a Support Group and meetup Groups.
I know I have to be more assertive in GAL. Funny things...it's been while since I was Single and I'm sorta lost trying to find my way.
I want to increase confidence b/c I can feel I'm not myself and always sleepy and having headaches for some reason. I never really had headaches before.
I really wish my wife was missing me and having second thoughts as I am thinking that she is over me and doesn't care. I don't understand how we were together for so long with kids and she just leaves and goes cold and uncaring. In the beginning of the breakup I would tell her your giving up on us and the family and she was saying she's not giving up, she's not giving in anymore. She needs to breathe and it hurts to much to love me. Personally I wouldn't throw away my family without trying together as a family. She says she was trying before and I didn't now she doesn't have anything else to give me and what she has left is for the kids. To me it sounds like she's being guided by her mom or individual therapist.
