Hi DBB, I'm not looking for answers, I was looking for you! I'm finishing my Bachelors in Behavioral Sciences, Going into Masters in Clinical Psychology, clinicaly I have the answers but my heart says otherswise. I just wanted you to be ok, I don't like not hearing from you! Despite going through the big D you still need somebody to talk to. I'm sorry your heart still hurts, I know how it is. I can't tell you how to go on because I don't know how but I can be there to help....at least listen, understand. I'm sorry for your pain, I've had a bad week myself, please let me know how you are, I miss hearing from you. Don't give up on life because a part is gone (I cling to this everyday) I'm here when you need to talk. Take Care, stacie