I see so many parallels to my current situation. I feel for you and will pray for her heart to turn back toward you. i am very interested in hearing more about the background and how you ended up here. Like I said, I believe we have some stuff in common... To me, I have wondered if this is how God wakes men up in order to remind them that the path to true happiness can only happen through His son. Work, money, material items do not mean anything.. Only obeying God..if a married couple both bind themselves to that idea that marriage will prosper..
