So today is my 1 year anniversary of that dreadful day when my wife, mother of my 2 beautiful kids made that statement.

I asked to re-evaluate and I just kept messing up so she stopped living in our home in March 2015.

She got her own apartment in May 2015, things just kept deteriating little by little, now there is no contact through texts, or phone nor emails, unless I initiate but its short and pointless?

The only contact we have is either at the gym or through kids exchange once a week. Noticed she always has her phone protected. Also recently started going out on the weekends and after work.

I hardly get any sleep, I have been doing GAL so Im very busy but think about her ALOT, hard to detach from 15years.

I pray more than ever, I've gotten closer to GOD.

I am not giving up, I am not throwing in the towel, I will carry my family on my shoulders because I have faith in our savior our lord Jesus Christ.

Please pray say a prayer for us, thank you guys!

I don't know what I would do without this forum!


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ILYBNILWY 07/14
BD 7/14
S 5/15

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"