Hi DBB, I know your right it's a waste of time and energy thinking about H and I try not to but sometimes thoughts creep in unexpectedly. I'm doing alot of things for myself..started karate class, just bought a motorcycle, ride my bicycle and walk everyday but thoughts still come to me. I would like nothing better than not to think about it and I think once he files the papers I completed at the end of March it may be easier. Those D papers are like waiting for the other shoe to drop..never knowing when and trying to prepare yourself for when it drops. Thank you for always listening, I appreciate your words they mean a lot. How are things going for you and your children? I know it's still a rough road, let me know how your doing, Take Care stacie
