Hi DBB, I know what you mean about sad, I have those days..today was one of them. Any ideas on not letting these thoughts continue to creep in our heads? I do well most days but sometimes the thoughts just take over. I know your right this is something they wanted and they made this decision of their own free will and making excuses isn't something I should be doing, he has to face his consequences alone. Well I hope tomorrow will be a better day. I hope today was better for you, Take care, stacie