I finally got a good 8 hours of sleep last night. First time in 3 weeks Ive slept like that. Ever since I first found out.

I woke up before her, and started my push ups. When she woke up she was being combative, and trying to tell me not to look at her. I just kept on with my exercise.

When she was ready for work she came up to me, and hugged me long and hard. I was soaking wet with sweat, and stinking, but she told me how sexy I was, and that she will never love another. I hugged her back, but the only thing that was going through my mind was .. "don't trust her,dont trust her. Half of what you see, and none of what she says".

As she went out the door for work she joked that she smelled like a stinky man. She was kinda being normal. All I could think about was the dating site, and how late she has been getting home.

I really am starting to wonder if she is on drugs or something.