Well, here I am once more. Who would say?!
And I feel ashamed, very ashamed, to come back.
It feels as when things started to get better I immediately abandoned this forum, only to return now that things went south again.
I feel really selfish, but I realized that coming here every single day constantly reminded my of my suffering and that I was only trying to ease or forget that suffering.

Fogg, only now I see that you came to see me.
I cannot express how warm that makes me feel.
Thank you.


Me43 W39
M 12y,T 15y
S09,S07
Bomb Jun14
Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15
Share bed Mar/May15
Reconcile Jun15
Aug15 W sais D will happen
D told to kids Sept15
W moved out with kids 01 October15