Stacie,

You cried, because it seems it is the only thing your heart can do. I've got to stop mourning, but I do not know how. I am physically and mentally worn out and it breaks my heart everytime I see her. The distance is so great.

Hang in. I could not imagine going on a date. I told someone earlier, I don't think my emotions could go through this again.

Ironically, I understand more about myself and the dynamic now and the M could be so much better.