Ontheup, Thanks bro, it has taken a ton of soul searching, and counseling but I believe I am on the right path. I hope one day I'll wake up with the clear mind of what I really want. It's tough sometimes, I feel I don't want her back and then others where I think I deserve better than a person who couldn't be loyal to me for the 10 months I was away. Talk about a viscous circle. But it has gotten better.
