DBB, Don't worry about encouraging words...I've pretty well accepted my fate. To top my evening off I went on a date with a very nice man who is in the same situation. We spent alot of time talking about our Rs and I came to a shocking realization...there is nothing my H likes about me, I couldn't think of one positive thing he has ever said that he has liked about me. This date did make me see that I'm ok just as I'am, I've always been ok with who I am but since this whole thing started I've felt pretty shaky about who and what I'am. I cried all the way home, I'm not sure why. Thanks for listening, don't ever worry about trying to lift my spirits, just knowing that your there helps. I hope your feeling a little better, it's still a long road to go. Take Care, stacie
