Reality is my middle name

[123Gwen]

Thank you Job. VGE my battle is nothing compared to what you are dealing with and you are so amazing.

I keep thinking Entirely too much. I feel like I should have more clarity and not feel so lost right now. I know this will pass. I just can't believe how much energy I am still giving to a situation I can't control. He left. He discarded me and our daughters as if we were trash. I mean his actions were clear but I keep trying to understand or try to feel worthy. It is crazy and I have given it far more than I should but yet I keep going there.

I am praying that Ali will find some more of that detachment. Just some more peace instead of aimless sadness. I want to keep faking it and really start to feel better.