Thank you all so much for the advise, and constructive criticism. I do realize my own flaws, and want to be the best man I can be. I REALLY have had a soul searching change of heart about the way I am. The way I WANT to be.
As of right now she is MIA, and I have no idea where she is. Its almost midnight, and Im so very tempted to call her. Im sure it will do no good, and I am not gonna do it.
I hope she is safe. I hope she aint hurt. I cant help the way I love the crazy girl. I wish I could. if I could just stop caring so deeply for her. We were so In love when she was 80 pounds lighter, and I was young and full of dreams.
