*need help*

[barbie7]

Here's the post that was supposed to be before that one...

I'm on my phone and don't have time to add everything I want to but for right now this is how my sitch is-talked to him Tuesday *I know i wasn't supposed to but me and the girls were missing him and I didn't want to wait around for months for him to tell us if he plans on coming back or not* anyway he said to tell our girls he is never coming back and it doesn't matter how I am or what I do I can't make him happy and he will not live unhappy anymore...i told him theres a lot I wanted different from a husband but he just doesn't care..he admitted he shouldn't be with her and he knows its affecting all of us *me,kids,his family,my family* but he just doesn't seem to care..he even said if him and her break up he doesn't want to come back..i just don't understand BC honestly even though I love this man and he is the father of my children he really doesn't have much to offer..everybody else sees she is just using him for money but he thinks they're soul mates and in love..like I said I can't type everything I want to..when he was back with me he had a note from her in his wallet that he lied to me about throwing away..here's exactly what she wrote to him.."you are amazing.you are mine and mine alone.soul mates forever baby.you have me completely.don't let anything change that. I love you.have a wonderful day my love"..she wrote this to MY husband..makes me sick..the whole thong makes me sick..i will let the judge and God take care of them and become the way I want to be and hopefully God will send me a man who I can make happy who also wants to make me happy and treats my kids right