We feel your pain, a lot of us are going through what you're going through right now. Why do you suspect EA?

I would stop with the letters as that is pleading.

I will be praying for you!

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"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"