Hi DBB, I'm sorry about your night, I have had many days and nights just like yours...I still do. I remember our vacations, alone and with the kids...just hanging out on the weekends,its all very hard. I miss all that (badly at times) but I think I've gotten to the acceptance stage and feel I've done everything in my power to stop the runaway train...it's time it derails if that is what needs to happen. It's been a very short time for you DBB...I'm sorry to say that it will still be awhile before the pain starts to fade, but hang in, it's not over for you yet (there is still hope). Despite spending tonight alone, it was good that you took a night for yourself, we all need that. Anytime you need to talk I'm here, take care of yourself. I'll talk to you soon, stacie
