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So any advice guys, I seem to be at a stand still and am not really sure what I'm doing




Stacie,

That is all of us. W has the kids tonight, after I ask her to consider taking them for a night; I needed a night. Went to IMAX and was sad I was sitting alone on a Sat night when I should be with my family. And I started thinking about family trips we took and how I guess this will be no more.

So, I'm not good. I still do not understand this; the pain and sadness are still too fresh. As complicated as this is; it really is simple; I want her in our life.

I suspect you are glad you told him how you feel, so no matter what happens, you will not regret not telling him. I'm finally learning to be honest. A heck of a lesson.

hang in

write