So, today has been pretty decent as far as communication with the W goes.
She has been telling me she loves me, that she understands how horrible her actions are and hopes I can figure out how to love her again. She is coming back with the full intent to fix things.
This seems way off for most other situations I've read about here and that makes me (with good reason) question her motives.
I'm totally confused on how to act around her when she gets back. I've made it very clear that I will not live in an open marriage and she swears she isn't in contact with him. They supposedly called it off the day I found out. She blocked him on Facebook and then later deactivated her Facebook.
She wants to work on things when she gets back. I guess I'm supposed to continue to detatch? Sandi says don't let them back easy and it's not even an option for me. I have to grow into a better person first and so does she. That said, how do I not come off as trying to work on things while keeping a safe distance?
Pfft..wed is coming on fast and I'm nervous and terrified to see her.
