Hi Bill, Hi DBB, Well this is the weekend H has the kids and as usual I'm in a state of confusion. For the months of Oct.,Nov., Dec.,and Jan we spoke sometimes spent the holidays together (not intimate)..Feb. we were together for a couple of days (intimate) then we barely spoke for four weeks...now for the last two weekends he has had the kids we have been intimate. I'm not sure I get it, I could look at it as small steps forward..he knows I picked up the D papers and have drawn up the final stipulation...he said we don't need to rush into it but when he talks sometimes it seems like it's already done. The only good thing at this time is I'm not an emotional basket case (I'm not sure why). I told him that I would gladly give him his D if thats what he truly wants but I feel that it's a mistake and six months down the road I feel it might be a big regret. I see him everyday he has the kids, he'll be here tomorrow I'm sure. So any advice guys, I seem to be at a stand still and am not really sure what I'm doing (obviously). Bill I hope everything is going well with you and thanks for checking in on me. DBB, How are you managing...better than me I hope, thanks for checking in on me....I'll write again, Take Care, stacie
