Yea, we all hear ya. We all felt exactly the same at some point. And I know you're not interested in anything else right now. I know you can't sleep. I know you can't think and I know every time you shut your eyes you have horrible visions. Those feelings are still so acute with me but more of a memory. Like pain from an operation or an accident. See what I mean?
The people around here give you advice for a reason. We've all been where you are. And it hurts. Really really hurts. It's a b!tch. I get that.
The vets round here are telling you to do certain things for a reason. They want to save you. Once you are saved then they will take it from there.
I know it feels weird because you want to save your M. Well, right now you can't. Brutal I know but there are the facts. However, every success story I've read here always follows the same pattern. The LBS sorts themselves out, gets on with life and eventually puts the WAS at the back of their mind. It's not that they don't love them it's just that what he WAS does no longer affects the LBS. at that point there is a chance. But not before.
Peace
Me:43 Her:42 M:14 S:9 EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts) PA started 2014/05/30 BD:2014/11/05 I left 2015/10/01 I returned 2015/05/02 She left 2015/06/10 OM still on the go.
