Quote: I have been on the verge of tears every other day now but I can't manage to cry anymore...maybe this is truly a sign of acceptance.
Stacie,
I understand you want something to happen and now. W has only been gone less than a month, but I do not like being in this state of limbo.
You certainly do want the H or M back the way it was or is and are thinking any action is better than inaction.
It is likely at this moment, you have let go and likely will bring peace whatever happens. You will know in your heart.
It is difficult if not impossible to understand. W has been distant the last couple of days, calling only to talk to the children. And this hurts, because I want to hear her voice and then I begin to wonder if something is going to happen and I know I cannot think like that. I guess I want something to happen, but I'm honestly not sure what.
