Yes, there is that little voice, wishing for this not to be over, but to start over, but then wonder why we are putting ourselves through this pain, when decisions seem to be made. Are we stupid, stubborn, wise? Then I think, if by some miracle, she comes back, I would wonder everyday if she were going to leave again and I know I could not go through that pain.
It does kill you when they don't talk to you or when they do, for a short time. I used to go look at the phone to see if she called, then I did not want to talk to her when she did.
Argggghhh. I would look at your conversation in a positive light. He does not appear to have made up his mind. He is being as honest with you as he can. And it appears, while it make take awhile, he does call if you do not.
W will call when I don't. It may take awhile and she may not talk long, but she does call.
