Hi DBB, I still have some hope, he did say things that make me believe that he hasn't yet made up his mind or it could be just my imagination. Do you think maybe I can't accept that I could have been so wrong about somebody, I just can't let go.. there is this little voice that keeps telling me it's not over (No matter how many times I tell that voice it is over). Anyway I've read some of your thread but I haven't finished yet, I will I'm very interested in your situation, you've been very helpful to me. I just wish your take on my last conversation w/ H left me feeling more positive, I know you were honest. Well I know how you feel about missing the other, I miss H more now that I've talked to him then ever. Take care of yourself. stacie