I still love him. I still want to make this work. I do not want to be divorced, do not want to break up my family, but you know what? It's not up to me. I will only focus on the things that are up to me.
^^^^This sounds like good progress! It's going to take a lot more time, but once you get over the initial shock and loss, it does get easier with time to see that which you can control and that which you cannot.
How is detachment coming?
Me:36 W:30 M:2.75 T:7 BD: 4/2015 ILYBNILWY: 5/2015 W Moved Out: 5/2015 W filed for D: 7/2015
