Aww thanks pbetra. I do rely on my many friends and this great forum!It helps more than you can imagine. You're right that the battles are there...diseases in two forms.
I am a winner and through the grace of God - I will be victorious on two fronts.
H text again this huge rant filled with accusations and lies. I am not responding. But it hurts. It involves my children and what he thinks I tell them. H is so misguided and full of paranoia, rage, narcissism, and guilt.
It's hard to stay dark when I know his texts just hang out there and I don't respond. I don't want to argue. I don't want to fight.
I even went to the library and bookstore to gather information on making the divorce less toxic. Trying to not be the b****. Trying to be nice. Trying to be fair.
Praying! Lord help me. I know you've got this. i give it to you Lord!
I pray for all of you too, that God may grant y'all peace, strength and wisdom.
