What a bad day! I need to write, it's been four days and the H hasn't even called to check on his kids!! I can't believe he is so far gone, it's like he is running away from his past life...including what few friends he has. I go along real well, it's actually been a few days since I've cried but I'm ready to loose it now. I feel like I just need to accept my fate and move on (I wish I could runaway like him) seems to work for him. Sorry all.. just needed to vent! stacie B
