She then texts to confirm the plans for tomorrow. Dinner does not include her. She then tells me she has an "appointment" at 10:30 which will probably go until 12:30. She will drop the kids off to my office after that.
So, in my mind, this means the reason she has been sending me all of the photos and texts is because the appointment is with her lawyer. She was trying to butter me up and then as soon as she gets back into town - Whammo!
In reality, her appointment could be anything and the texts and photos have nothing to do with it. It's funny how much our minds tell us a story and we instantly believe it. Mind reading is so dangerous and so easy to do.
Bottom line - it is out of my control. I will be happy to see my little munchkins. That is enough.
I played tennis with a friend who told me that I have to get back out there, get on the horse and start living again. She means start dating and having sex. I told her "I know you are trying to be helpful, but I am not ready for that. I have to heal at my own pace." My focus is on my kids, me and my job.
