I loved you more than words are able to say, all the thigns I did (the laundry the shopping, the getting you food when you craved things, the cleaning, takign care of the kids while you have been sick has all been done out of LOVE. I'm sorry I didn't show you love in the way you wanted me too but all the thigns I did do were done out of LOVE not out of friendship. I'm so sorry that I didn't fulfuill your needs but I know you made the choice to go over the boundaries of our marriage with him and I know you know it was wrong to lie abotu a trip and run to see him 7 hours away. AND I know that guilt of our son breaking his arm while you were out on your little trip is killing you inside but you can't talk about it to ANYONE except the A guy. I know that you made the choice not to come home right away to be there for his surgery.
