Hi Pink. This is a really tough time for you and your boys. The positive is that you will all bond so much more because you have had to help each other through this.

The MLC thing is a difficult one. It's a real thing and there is a huge amount of info on the net about it and the problems it brings. This doesn't help you but maybe it can give you some explanation as to H's behaviour. Re the unhappiness he's feeling , that's from in him and nothing to do with you

Your way to kind with your words about me. Most guys would be exactly the same as I am You can see that with all the good guys on here that are prepared to soul search and become better men in order to save their Ms.

We have connected through this site and our similar history's re crazy bikers and a certain devilish nature. I was reading one of your posts a few weeks ago and it touched me You were very sad and I thought I wish I could fly over , meet you at the airport and just hug you for a few mins , tell you that this will be ok and you and the boys will be happy again. I looked up flights and only for the look of disappointment on your face when you saw me , stopped me booking !!!!!!!!!!

Seriously Pink , I would love to be there for you Once we got over the first few mins of laughing and crying we could put the world right over dinner and plenty of drinks It would be hard for you to resist my animal magnetism but you would just have to control yourself !!!!!! LOL

Life will be great for you again Pink and you and your boys will have great lives

Please take extra care Hugs and kisses. Rd xxxx