No I'm not being denied to see them. They live about 2 hours from me. I saw the kids when I got back into town last weekend.

Now that I distancing myself from her and detaching to make a better me.

I can't help but think...what if she doesn't care or come back and if she meant it when she said we are done?

I know it sounds weak, but I don't know what is in her head or mind.