Quote: I'm really not sure how much more I can take.
S,
Hang in. The daily question; you have to ask yourself if the M is important to you?
It is very difficult. I am out of town this week with kids and have not talked to W since yesterday. We used to talk everyday, even when all this began. I want to revive the M, but I do not know really what she wants. Not talking to her is hard.
H is probably putting up defenses, does not want to show emotion. W did this. I could not understand how she was so calm and detached, but the emotion is under there. It will appear when you least expect it. And you will get upset at the simplest things.