Bwriter, Thanks, I went out tonight and tried to be upbeat- said nothing about R-D-or-OW, asked him to check on the kids next week when I go out, he told me to have a good time on my "date". It didn't seem to bother him nor did tonight, he was kind of indifferent towards me. Of course after he left I had an emotional breakdown, I'm really not sure how much more I can take. stacieB
