New marriage over pt3--filed for divorce

[Aj8]

Thanks guys, Hurtjef it's been 2+ months now where no contact but short texts from her about divorce procedure. No one from her side keeps tabs on me, they all cut off contact , she has no way of knowing if I'm even well, and frankly I doubt she'd care. It hurts soo much knowing she's cutt me off and detached like 7 years was nothing.

I didn't even send her a b-day card but maybe I should have so she would've known I haven't given up and still care and want to fight for our marriage????

Our marriage anniversary is coming up at the end of August . I keep thinking I'm getting better but she's always on my mind