Does it ever stop hurting? Do the thoughts ever go away?

My anxiety is super high today. Had to get into my emergency meds to try and settle it down some and I know getting back on my ad's and as's will help.

New goal I am excited for.
Stop smoking. My insurance is paying 100% of the medication to help. I have given this a lot of thought and I am comfortable and excited with my decision.

Me 44
H 46
3 DD 22, 18, 15
1 DS 2.5
M 10/1992
BD1 2/2014 BD 2 7/19/2014
Moved in with OW 7/20/2014

My fight song "roar"