Did you need to loose this weight, it's a lot in 3 months.
It's no wonder your clothes don't fit. That's biggest loser territory.....
In awe.
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No, that happened as part of the crippling depression after BD. I don't think I ate anything for about a week or two. Then slowly started regaining appetite but never got back to "normal". Plus, I took up running and am up to around 3 miles/day so that has helped. I'm happy about the loss and am down to lowest in around 20 years but wasn't the healthiest way to do it. Guess that's one of the few positives to this situation. Everyone tells me how great I'm looking. Only wish I felt half as good on the inside.
So I did my run at the Y, and as I was heading home, I passed by a local bar where all the Harley bikers hang out Tuesday night. I know my WW has been there a few times with OM (recall, he's a biker). No idea if she's there tonight but it definitely brought me down. I've wanted so badly to send her a text several times today. None of the kids have heard a word, and I really have no idea what she's doing or where she's at, which is unusual. Just needed to vent. I've got my boys here and I'm happy about that but just get lonely sometimes.
Me 47 W 42 T 24 yrs M 18 yrs W living with OM BD1: 3/7/2015 (A with OM#1) BD2: 4/11/2015 (A with OM#2, W moves out) WW filed for D, papers received 9/18/2015. Meeting to determine child custody 9/29/2015.
