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Please take this in. Have a look at my sitch and NDY's and you'll see how we are slowly getting to this point. It feels wrong. Why would you do something that could potentially (as it looks) push her further away, but you've got to see that she's done at the minute, so, you can't push her towards you, you have to draw her back.

I've had a manic couple of days. I've had a bit of a backslide - disapointed with myself to be honest, but, back on the horse now.

Also, stock up on STFU smoothies - they really come in handy when you want to blow.

Keep posting. You'll get a couple of regular followers and they will help you enormously.

Chin up!


M 45 W 52
SD22 S9 D8
BD 6 April 2015
Not living together 4 Dec 2015