Let me give you an analogy if I may. Farmer Gg is busy with her crops, she buys a new thrashing machine to cut and bale the lovely hay and lay it down. At the end of the season she services the machine, replaces it's faded parts, has new tyres, oil and blades. She looks after the machine, cleans it and gets it ready for the new harvest, if she doesn't the machine breaks down, at the very time she needs it most, it fails her. Even if she presses the starter button (motivates it) it won't go. She makes a temporary fix and it works so she goes into full production again forgetting the fix is temporary. So it is with us, if we cease to service, rest, replenish eventually the temporary fix fails too, then the machine needs more than routine maintaining. (Analogy in honour of That sassy farmer Greengrass who is great at servicing things especially kick ass red heels cool !)
I get that I have to look after myself first and foremost. I can no longer put myself last, ever again. Whatever happens with my H, I have to be happy with myself and what I'm doing in life. Might just buy a pair of kick ass red heels myself. Lol
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
