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[lonelee]

I DONT LIKE NOT HAVING CONTROL! I guess thats an issue I didnt realize I had. Although H hasnt said im controlling I feel I must have been. I also realize how much of a persuer I am , did and continue to do. Thats part of control I dont have because in some ways im still doing it.. a reminder txt here and there.. but the silence is unbearable at times. My books arrive tomorrow . Cant wait to dive in.