Yes I agree the help here is by far better than regular counseling, where you just speak your mind but they cannot give you direction.
Sorry you are here, we all are. But these changes will make you in to a much better person, only a fool would want to leave.
Praying for you!
thanks for the prayers. and I love "only a fool would want to leave." I have thought something similar... I'm turning into a person that she would be dumb not to come back to. But I guess I just have to accept that it takes time for her to even look at me, let alone be convinced the changes are real and long lasting.