I don't think you are stepping on the crazy train. What you are expressing is what everyone feels most of the time. Who REALLY wants to be alone? Even the guys on that "Alone" show on History channel get lonely sleeping in their tents with only bugs, cougars and hungry bears for company!! I think these things all take time. We have all been hurt badly. Our R did not end up like we planned. It takes time to trust again, open up again and put ourselves out there. I was listening to this speaker the other day. He is a pastor on a show I record on Sunday morning. He said something that really hit home with me. He was talking about walls. Walls we put up to keep ourselves from getting hurt again. He said the same walls we put up to keep people out are keeping us in! Your time for a new R will come. When you are ready. And when that special guy comes along and sweeps you off your feet!! It will happen when it is time to happen!! smile

And it's not my fault you live so far away from me!!! LOL!! smile


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